Comments | renee_21: I'm in a bit of a funk this morning.

renee_21

I'm in a bit of a funk this morning.

Apr 26, 2008 16:58

Yet another saturday morning and here I am, alone. People my age arent supposed to be alone. You judge me, you look at me and see I am fat, and I am ugly, and I don't have a damn thing to show for my life. Not a nice car, or decent clothes. I wear garbage because I don't have anything better. You judge me because you have more, are more. And you ( Read more... )

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rain_lass April 26 2008, 21:30:31 UTC

I don't want to say that I know exactly how you are feeling because no matter what some people may think, that doesn't make it any better huh? But really, you aren't alone in this. Me, I am only around people because a) it is required by law for me to go to school (hard to be alone there) b) I try to get involved even if that just means being around people and not really being a part of their group.

I hate talking in large groups where only certain people dominate the conversation and when you attempt to get a word in they either ignore you, give you a weird look then continue talking, or (if you are lucky) make a quick reply then go on doing their own talking. Don't you just want to wave your hands at people and say, "Hey, don't you see what is going on? Hello! Other people have things to say too!!"

The thought of being alone with myself for the rest of my life is what motivates me to try to be social. But it doesn't work if the other people don't cooperate, huh?

Don't let that flame inside you be extinguished. *hug*

renee_21 April 27 2008, 02:05:24 UTC

*hug* thanks for that :) Sorry I was in such a funk. I am not usually like that.

rain_lass April 27 2008, 03:27:44 UTC

Hey, no need to apologize. As humans we all go through those moments.

ockitty2003 April 27 2008, 17:15:10 UTC

I know the feeling. *hugs* I know the funk too.

renee_21 April 29 2008, 00:29:19 UTC

*hugs* thanks, its good to know im not the only one.

youngnfun21 April 28 2008, 14:05:01 UTC

You know what's great about Livejournal?
I may not get to meet you. But I can get to SEE wonderful people like you.
I may not see you with my own eyes. But from reaching your previous entries I see that you are a wonderful person.
You may be overweight. You may not have the best clothes. But fuck it girl you make them look fashionable.
Stop downing yourself.
You can still get to where you want to be in life you are young.
::hugs:: cheer up. I luv you for you.

renee_21 April 29 2008, 00:29:51 UTC

::hugs:: thank you so much, that was such a kind thing to say.