my hands really are cold without her.

my circulation really isnt what it used to be.

i just want to not be sick anymore.

warmth, soup, snow without numb feet, and a hand with interlocked fingers might be what i need.

love,
ben

you know when you look in the fridge over and over again?

sometimes you get down and squat to look for like 15 minutes at a time.

theres never going to be food in there.

seriously, thats how i feel about finding a fucking girl to love.

love,
ben

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my body hates me.

love,
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