I was such a little bitch, eh?

I was so scared and sad... all for nothing.

I am an idiot. Maybe just too paranoid. Do I jump to conclusions?

Got a job at Tom Thumb ( Read more... )

So, my birthday was good. I thought to invite a few other people that I never did, and should have. Sparing, MUGEN, Street Fighter, Halo, Smash Bros. Thanks everyone who came, it was really fun. Got a book I've been meaning to read, Musashi (although it will probably be forever until I get to it :/ ) As well as a CD book (I think) that I am ready ( Read more... )

Anyway, so today is [no] labor day. I'm supposed to go to see my dad's parents at a barbecue, which they are hosting. I don't think I will go. Don't really feel like going over there, although their house is very relaxing. I'm bored here though. Anything that I start to do, I really just can't get into it. Can't read, can't play video games, TV ( Read more... )

So, my 18th is in a few. Part of me wants to have a big party, but most of me wants to just relax and have a few friends over. I think that's what I'm going to do. To those of you that read this and weren't asked to come, don't think I dislike you, I merely didn't know if you would enjoy coming over or didn't know if you got along with those I did

I'm going to go FUCKING CRAZY.

With the exception of yesterday, this whole damn week has been rather boring and left me feeling... well, I've certainly been better. Yesterday I saw Junior Marvin, the original (though I may be wrong) guitar player for Bob Marley and the Wailers. Also I bar-backed for K.J.'s and made 40$, when I wasn't really expecting to be paid. Today sucked, ( Read more... )

I guess the only time I feel like posting in live journal is when I'm upset. Oh well, I'm bored and lonely... today sucks.

What am I doing wrong?
Why do I feel like shit?
I try, I really do...