I was totally fine for most of the day...in a "longing for the weekend" kind of space ( Read more... )

Ok...so when big changes occur and when I'm feeling raw vicious emotion...I should probably journal.

( ok fine... )

....and I still have to get tons of reading done for Ecology...

It can be scary to actually get what you want and what you ask for sometimes.

So, I've been getting to know carcinoma_angel on many different levels...as a friend, a play partner, and a lover. Hmm...perhaps these things overlap so much that I need not separate them. It does make for more interesting prose ( Read more... )

Well, I think that if I can't get into a student research or even a volunteer position at the Limnology lab during the Spring semester, that I'll have to scratch the plans for Costa Rica this summer. When I look at the big picture, I know that although the experience of tropical research is good for me as a whole...getting my foot in the door, my ( Read more... )

Deep breath.

School has resumed...oh my gosh...it's the 2nd day back and I'm already bogged down. It's before 7pm and I'm sucking down some coffee in order to stay awake for the next few hours.

I dissected a white trout today. It's been a while since I've been overcome by the smell of formaldehyde. Oh right onesoul, you'd probably enjoy experimenting ( Read more... )

A smallish group of us got together last night to play games and watch porn and overall we had a grand time! Cranium is the best game I've played in ages. There is a little something for everyone...unlike games like Trivial Pursuit where one must simply be a factoid genius...individuals were able to shine in various areas. Ryan is really good at ( Read more... )

I really strive to be as healthy as I can be. Sometimes this means on a physical level. I try to eat well, to work out, and to get enough sleep. I still don't drink nearly enough water...but hey, I need to have goals for the future. Emotional health seems to be a more elusive striving. I've certainly made some wonderful steps over the years, ( Read more... )

It's been a crazy roller coaster winter break. We are mere days away from the beginning of the academic hell caused by pursuing undergrad degrees. For the first time in a few semesters I am quite excited by my course load: Parasitology, Ecology of Fishes, General Ecology, and Gods and Goddesses of South Asia. Yay! I finally get to focus some on ( Read more... )

My partner lover and I have been exploring some new things lately. I have long known that I enjoy being "used" by him, used sexually and sensually in ways that he wants, despite my own specific desires. To be treated so fulfills some of my own needs. We have certainly explored some aspects of this in the past. Most frequently this has come in ( Read more... )