Your Birthdate: March 15
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ok, so i need someone's help out there. a few months ago, for personal family reasons, my dad attempted to kill himself by overdosing on my mom's heart pills. I was the one that came home from school and found him like that. I found the nine empty pill bottles that led me to him, lying in bed not moving. Ever since then, I have been terrified to ( Read more... )

this update is for samantha annular radke...so..here's to you,sam!!! ok, well i had a pretty darn shitty week. i am tired of people saying, if you want to talk to me, i am here, but then when i do, they all say, im sorry i don't know what to say. wow. that helped. dumb asses!!! why say i can talk to you if you know it's not going to help. is it ( Read more... )

You know what fucking sucks? not fucking being able to talk to people, and know that it will stay with that person..why should i be upset though. everything i have been told is a fucking lie,so why not have MORE people lie to me? i am so bummed...i feel left out of everything. marching band always goes to the movies, and there is a halloween party ( Read more... )

Im kind of bummed. I mean, she is my sister. But right now, I am so angry at her. How could she hurt me like that? She literally walked out of my life. I just sorta shut and locked the door. maybe I dont want her in my life. Or maybe i do. maybe i miss her to death, and i feel like i am dying inside without her. I see her in school, and that doesnt ( Read more... )

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So. I am not sure what I am supposed to write, but I guess I can talk about Marching Band. Because what I want to write about I can't. A few of my friends know why, but no one can do anything and it hurts. But marching band is doing great. And i am trying out for drum and bugle corps in november. fun stuff. Saturday we are going to lansing for our ( Read more... )

My family is gone. I dont know when or how it happened. But they are gone. Lies and hurt circle our home right now, and it has almost killed one of us. I have to make a decision. A hard one, but it has to be made. I need help, but because of a certain someone, enough people already know. So, thanks to you, (I'll leave your name out) more people ( Read more... )

So. As most of you probably know already, I am a lesbian. If I havent told you already, then you know now! And because of who I choose to be, I have already been harrassed because of it. Now, I was expecting some kind of reaction, just not such as this. I went to my locker before lunch one day, and because I had a rainbow patch on my backpack, a ( Read more... )

so, as of monday, I am off to band camp! (go ahead and laugh) we will be there until saturday, and I am so frieken excited! Like, I love marching. When we are on that football field performing for the half time show, it is a feeling of happiness i have never known. I am performing with 50 other members who, over the course of many months, have ( Read more... )