yea so my day consisted of me and natalie (my bff) going to westchester mall to find out for how much my prom dress will be made for_yea OK! get real!!!_the first guy i went to gave me an estimation of $850..WTF!!!!_damn he saw sucker written all over my forehead or rich_still not sure which_second lady told me $450...once again_ WTF!!!! alright ( Read more... )

      lemme recap on what i've been up to since last entry_


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ok so today i went to the beach with two of my close friends and we were all conversating about how almost all our friends either have a tattoo or want one_ i've been wanting one for a while now_ but everywhere i turn every teenage girl has the exact tattoo i want or something similar to it_ as you've noticed the new "fad" is stars_ yes twinkly ( Read more... )

ok_i'm like 3 days into my spring break and so far its been decent_i wish it would be a millions times better but it isnt going to get any better_ i have to face it_last spring break in high school_YIKES!_scares me_just the thought_well yea_i havent been able to go to the beach_i woke up late today_and tomm chances are really slim cause i have to ( Read more... )

last nite was toO cute! _ the boy tried to be 'romantic'_since it was our 6 months_ he picked me up_and told me he owed me flowers_lol_i was like uhhh ok? :\ _later we went to try to attempt to watch a movie_but the only movie we wanted to see was sold out_sO we bounced_i drove on the way back_since he was toO 'up there' (high in the sky) to ( Read more... )

last nite was super weird_ val and i were suppose to go to honey together_but instead i ended up going with the boy and his friends_val later showed up with patricio at like 1_blows balls!_ and well it was all of coral park in honey _once again_and surely enough it was scarly empty_wonder why? _at 12:10 the boy told me happy anniversary :] _i was ( Read more... )

i dont know where to start off_ today i went on a field trip and all i can say is WOW_ i went downtown to MDC wolfon campus for a Holocaust documentary_and it was amazing_as soon as i sat down in that chair i started to cry_i met a Holocaust survivor and he was the most cutest thing ever_he told us the story of how he survived_i couldnt stop ( Read more... )

last nite alot of good times _ straight up*_val and i threw it back old school_we went to a kegger_it wasnt bad it just had toO many people from coral park that i hate with passions <3 _i drank 4 cups of beer ONLY i was about to go into my 5th but the keg ran out_zalykha you owe me beer! >:| _i hung out with an eX, and some kids that work at ( Read more... )

i just dont understand why i feel the way i do sometimes_everything goes wrong as much i try to avoid it_at this point everything in my life is fucked up_my relationship_my financial problems_and school_i feel like everything is coming down on me all at once_why!? _what have i done to deserve this?_i know i was once a horrible mean person but ( Read more... )