Justin has decided that he is going to sell the house...Paperwork wise I cannot stop this...He doesn't care my opinion...He is willing to throw my friendship away...It is over...I have hardly any friends anymore ( Read more... )

Osso Bucco served over wild mushroom risotto, all topped with a red wine-mushroom sauce...Also a nice Meritage to go with it.

First course was my crab-avacado salad...

I cooked...I rule!

I wish I had someone to really talk to ( Read more... )

I talked to Theresia and Nick...

They helped...

They gave advise...

I don't know how to follow said advise...

They think I should stay away...

How does one stay away???

Monday I interview...

Ever put yourself in one of those situations that could end brilliantly or in a disaster? There just doesn't seem to be a middle ground to speak of in these situations. Yeah, I got a couple of those going on right now. They range from work to non-work but the point is that I am a ball of stress. I feel kinda good, but still stressed. Which ( Read more... )

This horrifically awful song is playing...

I am not at home, thus I did not put it on...

Andrew did...This is the same Andrew who deepthroated a beer bottle..

He now is dancing accross the room...

I need a friend to save me...

As I showered today I had the realization that I no longer am suicidal. I haven't been for some time, and I just didn't think about it. I truly was for so long, even if I didn't have the power to do anything to myself, I tried to put myself in situations where something bad COULD happen ( Read more... )

i chose to post...I have been waiting for weeks to do so ( Read more... )

I did not get the airport promotion...I was called "The Favorite Going in"...I still did not get it...I am down, I am sad...I take rejection a tad bit personal to say the least...

I wanted a hug when I found out, and had nobody to hug...

Puppy is doing well...For some reason she was calm around mary, a person who everyone should want to bite...I have damage on my hand and arms from puppy...

That is all