prepare yourself for an epic. i would cut it... but i'm not.

[requestsilence]

sometimes i sit here. for too long and i put myself in these moods. weird moods. unexplainable, indescribable, intangible moods... i question everything i feel about everything. and i wonder sometimes. am i only fooling myself? was i? what's real and what's just all in my head. and sometimes i wonder if i felt this way before and just dont

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[latuacantantexo]

i'm gonna beat travis to it...

cut that shit before i cut you!

haha.

but seriously, katie - i think everyone feels that way @ some point or another.
i know i have.
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[brandnew_star]

katie. where do i even begin? if i could never find the words to express every thought in my head, you just did. im so sorry too. because i hate the way i am and how i think and breathe and move and feel. and i hope that even through all of those feelings and thought you have, you dont feel the way i do. i am unhappy. and i am alone. but i love you. i honestly. do.

[requestsilence]

i love you. and i can say you're beautiful because i know you. and i know that you know me better than i know myself... and that we're not alone.. because if nothing else we have each other and our insanity to keep us company.

[firemen_addict]

deep deep thoughts.
im with emily on the fact that i think a lot of ppl feel this way @ some point in time.
but know that you are beautiful. inside and out. and you are a very important person to me for so many reasons.
you've gone throught a lot and i dont think you are unstable. i think you are one of the strongest people i know. i really do.
katie elizabeth brown: i love you.
♥

[theredbamboo]

That was perfect. We all sit surrounded by people who love us and would do anything for us, and we cry. Regardless of how hard friends may try there's always that one person that could make it all go away with a kiss and a few words. It's always that one person that won't, that can't, or that just doesn't really give a damn. I can't help but feel alone though I'm constantly surrounded, adored, told i'm beautiful. It only matters for me coming from the mouth of the one person who i thought was love. We're so young though. You'll be surprised how unexpected love is. No moves a good move. Call me bitch. I love you. And yes you are very pretty... even in the morning.

[requestsilence]

you're one of those people. who i feel like i do know. or atleast used to really know and what i knew then was beautiful. and i'm sure you're still the same.

[executeddream]

I have a comment for every single line that you wrote. We have always had this connection it seems. I know we've both noticed it. How we always seem to feel think want the same things and it is so weird but we always end up saying how we felt exactly like that...

"and your warmth? is your warmth only warm because i want it to be." this line hit me the most though. I'm not sure why but it is a very dramatic statement. And scary too. Do we create this warmth, those feelings or are they actually there.... and I'm not too sure if I want the honest answer either.

But sometimes we also have to remember to just take the things we have, cherish them as much as possible, but when it is time for them to leave to not wallow in the sorrow but transform with the change. I have been trying to do that lately. I think it is a good thought, although definitely difficult. but I honestly think. some things in life are really, really good. and some things aren't. but just having those things, that everything all smashed together (good and bad) is what

[requestsilence]

i kind of LOVE how we do that. connect.

and i think thats the best thing i've ever heard:

"I think I am actually going to print this out to put in my collection of words. It is very deserving and poetic. To me, anyways."