I really can't have any more dreams about her because then it is a whole new wave of depression when I wake up, and I'm not even sure if it is worth being depressed over ( Read more... )

Moved back in.
Sigh of relief.

Hostel.
Tomorrow. Eight O'Clock. Spectrum
Got to go early to get seats.
Who wants to go?
Raises hand.

I just read a bunch of old entries, and I had so many comments from people that seemed so happy to comment, and were my friend, and we hung out, and I realized now that some of those people just seemed to fade away. Not entirely, I still talk to them, but we don't hang out; it is kind of sad, because there is no real reason we shouldn't. Oh well ( Read more... )

Taint: Wrote some new stuff, recorded a little, hoping to set up some shows soon and keep playing. It's sounding good, each song is more complex and violently played ( Read more... )

My resolution.
Stop doing that, start doing this!

That: Worrying, low self esteem, being stupid, being too sensitive.

This: Confidence, working out/studying more, make more music, follow myself in general, my morals, ideas, thoughts, whatever.

We all have the potential to ruin the rest of our lives at any given moment.

We got another noise complaint at my apartment, one more and we are ooout of there ( Read more... )

Antony and the Johnsons.
I don't know what it is about the music, the man, the instruments, but it is so amazing.
If you listen to the music, there is nothing that superb about the individual melodies of the instruments, however the layers are quite impressive. The vocals are original, the lyrics don't seem too outstanding, but definitely worth ( Read more... )

I'll do anything for you.
I did everything for you.