All I have to say is that my life is pretty lame

[requiemofsouls]

Fell asleep in the shower this lame morning. Seems I get less and less sleep. Ready to say fuck it to sobreity. Who needs it anyway. It hasn't helped any more than the alc did. Actually...it helps less. Guess that means I'll start boozing again.

Comments

[xmindyx]

don't you feel better about yourself knowing that you don't need alcohol to survive anymore though?

[requiemofsouls]

No.. Because I do need it. I do crave for it. I do fuckin want it badly. Why? Cause all the fucks in the world don't bother me when I'm intoxicated. And the fuck do you care anyway?

[xmindyx]

you crave for it, and you want it badly, but you don't need it.

and actually i do care, i was doing my fucking homework and had the sound off on my computer and wasn't in the mood for attitude. god forbid i come home from working 5-10 and i put my away message on and do my homework. it's not like you don't have my phone number to call me if you want to talk.

and if you want to spend the rest of your life intoxicated because you think that the "fucks of the world" won't bother you, then you seriously need a reality check. people are assholes. they're always going to be. you can't control it so why dwell over it?

[requiemofsouls]

1. It takes two minutes to say hello and goodbye as far as the internet goes, so fuck all that attitude stuff.
2. Don't talk to me about dwelling on things, that's like the pot calling the kettle black.
3. When I say they won't bother me, I meant that I won't give two shits that they TRY to bother me.
4. I DON'T have your fucking phone number, I was trying to ask for it. THANKS A FUCKING LOT. Peace

[xelmntsktrx]

Take it easy Justin, and as for the alcohol, I don't think you need it. But then again, I don't know you that well... Find something else to distract you...and go hang out with people that make you happy. There are good people out there, even though they are rare...

Feel better,
Kelsey