0030- 'fire in the sky' -part one-

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-one- i left my home. had a fight with Kell. i was being selfish and a dick. this was 100' percent my fault. so i 'ran away'. and returned to puyallup. that was a very short journey. which included doing nothing. alltho i did go to my moms birthday party at a bar. now that was fun. what happen was i spent most of the night talking with some older

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Shame

[tubey]

I'm very sorry you had a falling out with the love of your life,Jacob. I don't know you very well but from the 24m,and as of late your smartass replies have tempted me to lash back,but I didn't manage to get what I wanted to say in anger posted because my internet connection went down at the very moment I hit 'post'. You know maybe it's best that happened at the time it did. I don't like showing my ugly side anymore,it usually comes out when I feel rejected or humiliated,emotions run high even on a message board and I can't help myself sometimes trying to prove myself. I'm still not 100% clean, probably won't ever be at this rate, but to make it thru today without using or a drink gives me incentive to try for tomorrow. I hope you can learn to improve on the faults that God blessed you with. We can change - We just have to try to accept others and be honest to ourselves,we're resposible for our own actions.Finding someone special who loves you unconditionally and accepts you with all your faults isn't as hard as that someone being you

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thank you.

and i will try to lay low on my smart ass remarks.

Re: Shame

[tubey]

You're alright in my book;)