It's a new year, and I didn't think I'd post tonight, after not having done so for the past few months or so. But somehow I flicked through everyone else's LJ, and I felt like I should comment on what has gone on since I left and how I perceive the new year to be.

People ask me what Harvard is like, and frankly, I'm ready to bust any myths that ( Read more... )

Yeah well, don't be so alarmed. I'm talking about the part where Frodo tells Sam ( Read more... )

And I wonder how it got to this point, that I'm letting people make it into something I should be ashamed about. I don't know how it happened, only that I want it to be a good thing (and I believe it has the potential to be a good thing). So where's all the guilt coming from? Why do I need to feel bad for being able to go ( Read more... )

Firstly, congrats to Maggie(: And well the rest of you guys since I haven't congratulated ALL OF YOU. Oh and to the kids - good luck with As next week and after, it's hard but no harder than that, honest ( Read more... )

Well it is the first time I'm visiting this page for ages. Months. Thusly I felt terrible that I haven't been updating, not to mention the fact that the last post is a rather depressing reminder... Will be for some time ( Read more... )

Please.

Yknow I was dropping off to sleep, but of course now I can't so I'm here. Wondering why things always have to be more complex than they really are. I know...this coming from me, especially. And yes the world is hard and convoluted. Then we just make things even more difficult for ourselves. Simple things should be resolved simply, and it is our own ( Read more... )

 Unlike S's there's nothing good about this particular friendship.

It is true. I am disappointed. Disappointed that as a friend the friendship never mattered until you needed me. Not so strange knowing you, but still, I had hoped.

No, it isn't really my loss. Only when you appear to express promises and regrets, I allow myself to wonder about what- ( Read more... )

Control.

Very odd. Very mysteriously lost.

Willpower.

Wavers in and out.

Strength.

Absolutely gone.

Disgust.

Certainly there.

Suddenly I'm missing everyone. It's a very strange feeling. Not that I want everything to continue...

Just...the happy times. Different times.

Those times.