as i watch the days go bye

I watch the days go bye and it isnt exactly bad it is just weird i have acquiered alot of freinds  really close freinds my freind cassy called me and we are close again so that is great.ive also gotten pretty damn kool with belle and daniel they are very kool i watch them as they go with there relationship ( Read more... )

well right now i am in about 5 layers y you ask well yea i hav a wrestling tournament this saturday that i have to do good at. so i have to lose 6 pounds bye saturdays wegh ins damn tuff. Well i think it is kind of official me and michelle are probly not gonna get back together or that is how it seems.i dont know like it looks like she doesnt want ( Read more... )

damn it is  6:00 on new years day im at my freind bens house.

yea this was a fun night we stayed up till now and we are still awake doin nothing we all just have been hangin out talking about shit and playing video games and pc games. ahah we are big nerds ahah.Well me and roibert were hangin today for a short period of time but we were hangin with ( Read more... )

my journal is being dumb and god damn it i wish someone would post something introsting so i can have something to comment on aha jkjk have a nice day all

well things are gettin better

Things are a hole hell of lot better  ive been hanging with alot of freinds lately just doin my thang goin to shows damn it i missed the spotlight syndicate in stockton grrr. hopefully i may have the pleasure of catching them at another local show hopefully. I finally ordered my pa last weds i should ( Read more... )

i am so damn frustrated right now i dont even know wats up things are so down right now and i need to tlak to michele about everything michelle if you read this bye tonight then try to call me watever timeit is and yes wat i said was hella childish but i was frustrated an di was tlakking out of my ass soi im sorry but i need to just work shit out ( Read more... )

hmm in a way thism is good but ina way it is bad atleast now i know this is all over and done with i dont have to stick around eny longer. Well see grr i have no clue wat the fuck im saying good bye.

Everyday i wake up wake up to a new light

I wake up to the sun shining bright

The sun shining on my bed  i wait there

To see if it will go away so i can be taken by the darkness

I yell plz help me

Plz dont let it get me

But noone is there  noone left to hear me

Y i ask because they have been taken taken bye

Taken bye a ghostly force this force is

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ok i had a good long talkin with my mother about this whole relationship thing and yea it helped but got me nowhere again i dwell on the whole circle ogf freinds thing i asked my freind robert y didnt you callmea nd tell me yoyr going to han giwht phil and michelle and he was like they called me last minute. damn that fucked my night y dont they ( Read more... )

I JUST WOKE UP I SLEPT FROM 3 TILL NOW 7:05. I HAD A DREAM ABOUT EVERYTHING GOOD GOOD WITH FREINDS GOD WITH MICHELLE AND JUST GOOD WITH EVERYTHING BUT IT WAS ONLY A DREAM. A DREAM THAT COULD NOT BECOME REALITY FOR A LONG TIME.

---I WOKE UP AND IM BACK AT MY SHITTY LIFE