Feeling Like An...
Yea kinda feeling like a mondo ass right now. Mostly because I was quite mean to one of my friends who didn't really deserve it and now I really wish I could take it back...actually i wished i could take it back a long time ago but yea neways.
- so my day started out good but lunch threw things off...this is because i hate lunch and i hate lunch because of certain aspects which shouldn't matter anymore..but you know they do, so ill just go on feeling like shit about it...but thats not an excuse. so after lunch i was really off and like i went to class and ended up giving someone the cold shoulder cause im a butt liek that...and i feel horribly because it makes me sad. so anyway...this next part, i really dont care what anyone thinks so if you wanna tell me how retarted it is i really dont give a poop!!! :)
- To my budday, you know who you are. I really need to explain, cause I really feel bad. I'm really sorry I did you the way I did and I hope I didnt hurt your feelings, and hopefully you'll understand. I'm sorry I blew up on you and ignored you, I know you were only joking I was just really stressed (its not an excuse). I wish I could take back what I did/didn't say to you. Your my only friend sometimes and you're an amazing one at that. I dont know what I would do without you sometimes and experiences would have been really different. I really hope you forgive me and aren't mad at me....:'( You know I love you, and if you dont...well I do, so are we still Walking to Arizonia?