so far this week has been absolutely wonderful! everything about it! i am so happy right now! i don't want christmas break to ever ever ever end! i have not been this happy in such a long time!!!!

i miss my molly!

i feel confused about something...i dont know what to do about it...oh well. what is supposed to happen will happen.

...i won't ask for ( Read more... )

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
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at school right now...it blows as usual, but only like 1 more day ( Read more... )

being sick blows! i haven't been this sick in a while...at least i've been able to sleep for about the past 24 hours.

i feel like it meant nothing to you. that it was just to pass the time. now that something better has come along i feel like im just getting kicked off to the side...so much to say and too few words to say it.

gina came and visited ( Read more... )

so, started to get sick yesterday...went to bed at 11, woke up at 1, went back to sleep at 3:30 and then woke up at 6 for school...got home at 1:30ish...and just woke up...it is 6:04...a 4 and a half hour nap, what a waste of my life. i dont wanna be sick. this blows!! well im going to go eat soup and go back to bed. i have a fever and sound like a ( Read more... )

just to let everyone know...i am finally having chineese food tonight...and i am sooo super excited!

i miss the "seniors" sooo much! but i already talked to gina, austen, and traci on the phone today so yay!

so...who feels awkward...i do! ... andrews photo album:"renata, jamie, deven.... ONE of them is obsessed with garrett stepanovich"  me: "oh ( Read more... )

this weekend has been amazing ( Read more... )

Let me go back to the way I was before we met
Back to the day when I was strong
When it wasn't sad to be alone
When I was happy-go-lucky
And I didn't know how good it felt
To hold you and feel my heart melt

last night might have been the best night ever! i had sooooo much fun! it was like the best time i've had since spain! it was absolutely amazing! rob's dad's house is so freakin cool...and by house i mean huge field!

i want to go camping EVERY weekend...because it was so cool! haha we all peed on jades car like one million times haha. last night ( Read more... )

yesterday was hard, really hard...but i think it's for the best...it's not the end,  just a step back to think about things. its probably the hardest thing ive ever done. to tell someone that you love more than anything that you can't be with them right now, until things are figured out, and they tell you that they totally understand, your right, ( Read more... )