Appointment #4

[rero]

 The nurse practitioner that I have paid a total of $100 (out of pocket) to see is an idiot.

She smiles at everything though my outlook continues to be bleak. But not an encouraging, understanding smile... a smile that borders on grimace. A smile that looks like "My foot is being run over by a tractor-trailer right now, but there are children

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[glitter_my_glam]

Is an inhalator not an option? My dad uses that, maybe you can bring it up with your doctor?

I'm sorry you have to go through this. You're an awesome person, you don't deserve the bullshit that is diabetes.

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[mandy121]

maria....i'm so sorry. i had no idea this is something you had to go through every day. i can somewhat sympathize because i have chronic back/leg pain (since 2003)because my L3/L4, L4/L5, and L5/S1 disks in my back are totally fucked up...herniated and ruptured. i never know when is going to be a "good" day or a "bad" day. it's just something i've learned to deal with, but i wish i didn't have to. again, i'm so sorry you have to go through this. i hope things will work out for you.

<3 amanda

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[artsychickucf]

i dont think this is one of those posts your suppose to respond to and say Oh i know how you feel.

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[mandy121]

no idea who you are.....or why you're trying to offend me, but for your information, i never said "oh i know how you feel."

all i said was that i can sympathize with the fact that she has a chronic condition that prohibits her from doing everyday things, makes her feel like shit, and is something she will unfortunately have to deal with for the rest of her life, like me. so take a chill pill.

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[artsychickucf]

no no i didn't mean to offend you. i apologize, i just notice her hearing that all the time, and i think it upsets her. I honestly didn't mean to offend you..

[dee_bloom218]

I'm sorry thing are miserable right now. I hope and hope and hope that they'll get better. Cause this blows. Also, fuck that bitch cause she doesn't seem very helpful at all. You need to find someone who will just be themselves and not fake. Fuck bedside manner, I'd rather just have someone tell me what's up without the song and dance. Would it help if I smack the bitch in the face with an insulin pump?

I can't wait to see you cause I think you need a Deeana hug. It makes everything better you know :)

(I use this icon cause it's true haha)

[artsychickucf]

omg amber birthday weekendis in like three hours YAYyyy happy thoughts.

PS the n.p. was kinda a bitch, i was there.