This isnt happening happening happening....
Feb. 7th at 12:30
Let's not shit ourselves anymore.This whole vegetarianism thing isn't working out to be very good for me. At least it's the dietary change that my mom is blaming these stomach problems on. You see, waking up with immobilizing stomach cramps and not going to school even though you will fail the term(of which it happens to be the last day) on attendence is not good for me. I'm perfectly content blaming it on my mother. She's making constant attempts to undermine the fact that I've finally found the self-respect and self-discipline to commit to the things I care about. Every night she makes a dinner (for four) of the meat-laden things I used to love. She rants that I'm not eating healthfully, insists that we can't afford one box of veggie burgers a week, but comes home with a $8 worth of 500 calorie sweet rolls after every trip to the grocery store. Maybe I'm angry that she unhooked the modem and took it with her to work because she feels like she can't trust me (she can't) to stay off the internet, but I think she's being unreasonable. Being cut off from the mind numbing power of the internet gives me too much time to think.
Destined for Disintegration,
<3 Heather
I started running again today. Writing, playing video games, and sewing don't burn nearly enough carbs for my diet. I always feel like shit when I start up again. It doesn't take long to get to the point where I love going out, turning up my headphones and running like hell, but man the first couple days kill me. Why do I even stop in the first place? it's stupid.
Working on a new layout. This one bores me. Off with it's head!