I'm addicted

[resemblingvelma]

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[invisible_doom]

that is an awsome photo, it looks like a closed eyelid almost.. i guess thats suggestion for you.

sorry your phone is kaput.. you'll get a better one anyways, we can look into it together.
i thought it might have fallen in the toilet when you called.. that sucks. i'm always afraid of that happening to me too.. the fear is real i guess.

[resemblingvelma]

Ivy's eyes look insane, I love it. I was holding this light above the camera & she was just staring at it really intensly. She's my little tiger cat...

[mely]

Sometimes I feel the same way about having a secret world away from other places and people. I spend so much time in my apartment alone that I sometimes want to invite people over, but it feels weird to have them here unless I really want them to be here and I know them. I spend a lot of time here and walking around in the area near my apartment alone and just thinking, listening to music, playing with my rats or doing art things. I sit in the dark without clothes on and I rarely watch tv. And I am the same way that I mostly don't mind it. I enjoy having things that way, although I do get very lonely sometimes and wish there was someone else that was ok with all of those things I mentioned and that I can trust because I do enjoy sharing art and meals and hugs. When I think of other people, I start thinking I should clean things up, turn on more lights, close the windows to block out sound or who knows what else to make it all seem less weird, even though those things are perfectly ok to me in normally.

[resemblingvelma]

I think everything you mentioned is perfectly normal. I think you & I are both on the same level of normal however. We don't think twice about sitting on the floor w/ no shoes on letting our animals crawl all over us while we talk to someone else, or start going into explicit details on subjects not everyone might have interest for. I really miss seeing you. I know I've said that stuff before but I'm just so overwhelmingly busy. I don't see anyone except people at work or in my classes. But I really wish we could hang out & do art together because you are such a good artist. We should have a dark room together... we could open a studio together. lol maybe some day...

[ex_maehymn]

yes. about the secret world and about the eating too much.
and the insomnia.

i've been trying to explain to my mom, in particular, that i'm OK being alone over thanksgiving weekend and that this is in fact preferrable to the alternatives. she is not digging on this concept.

i really enjoyed seeing this image emerge from my friend's list.

[resemblingvelma]

I'm glad you enjoyed it! Hurray because your pictures are really neat. I understand the whole Thanksgiving thing... I almost didn't request it off just because of a fear of having to be w/ my family. Last year I was sick. My mom's side is ok to be around but my fathers is not at all so every Christmas Eve I request to work actually to get out of being w/ them. I just tell my grandma I have to work the whole day so I won't be able to attend.