I'm a youth!

[reserved_angel]

Hey hey...

This is the first time...since probably the beginning of my high school career in which I have felt my age. It's amazing. I'm young...but not immature and I have been seeing things through the eyes of a new existence.  I mean I have been able to feel things too.  I'm not numb...I have felt the cool presence of the wind upon my sun

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[clonofussiton]

whoa.. that has the be the most... profound... right... most beautiful passages of wisdom i have EVER read..

good for you.. i couldnt be happier for you..

laura

ps.. might you spill your secret upon getting to your newfound happiness? id like to try some myself :)

[reserved_angel]

Hunnie...it has taken me three years to be okay with myself. The secret...there is no secret...just cherish every breath you take and the people you have around you, because one day both those things won't be there anymore, and then what do you do? I just love the way life is treating me hunnie. And you should to. I love the saying "God doesn't close a door withut opening a window" because its so freaking true. He just doesn't. Would I love Matty to say I love you to me, and have him mean it like I do? Sure. But I don't dwell on that because in any case the only thing I want for him is to be happy. So my life is just euphoric. You know. Things are okay, and next year I'm gonna be a senior...its sick.

<3 Renee <3