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[resignedtodeath]

[Filter: Private]I was so close, but death himself did not desire my return. I cannot question death, I want only to embrace it, but even then I do not see the logic behind it all, I belong in the Underworld. But do I... do I have the courage to kill myself

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[unloved_nymph]

I'm, um, sorry. The people of the complex have a reputation for the strange.

[resignedtodeath]

There is no need for an apology if you are not one the people listed to me by that woman, and even then, no apology is needed. I am sure that to outsiders, many of us would be seen as far from normal, but that is because our sense of normal and theirs are made different by our conflicting times. It is not my place to judge the strangeness of anyone here, anyway, I have met very few here.

[unloved_nymph]

Oh! I'm Echo. I don't, um, think I was on the list. It's always possible. To be listed.

Nice to meet you.

[resignedtodeath]

Actually, she mentioned you and two other girls who had recently been in some physical confrontation. It had naught to do with me so I did not give my full attention as not to pry. What others do is their own choosing.

I am Polyxena, it is nice to meet you as well.

[resignedtodeath]

I meant that I would only be at that school for a few months, until May.

I always read things wrong, it's okay. Plus, that's a text-wall right there

[resignedtodeath]

I do hope not to be here that long to make that decision.[deleted;] I am unsure. As I said, there is merit to be had in devoting such time to learning, but from what I gather college comes at a pricey expense.

[hittingground]

[Filter: Private]

I-

...No.

...It'll never make things better, nothing ever will, but I might as well try.

[Filter: Polyxena]

I'm sorry.

I-

And I expect nothing, as attention seeking as that may sound, but I jsut want you to know that I'm sorry for everything that I've done.

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[resignedtodeath]

Yet, with every apology made there is an expectation of something. Why else would we make them in the first place if we did not wish to placate the situation in some way?

You owe me no apology, I do not want for one. Those who you owe an apology to are my family, who you are not even within the right to speak to. They were made miserable by your actions, you are a wretched creature for doing so.

[cursed_vision]

I have lotion and chap stick you can use, sister.

[resignedtodeath]

That would be extremely kind of you, Cassandra. I haven't found the courage to venture back out to get these things myself.

[cursed_vision]

I have lots of extras, come and take it whenever you need it. You can have anything of mine you need.

[resignedtodeath]

I don't need much, but thank you, I'll come over in a bit.

[blesseddeath]

Do not act up, you will not be questioned.

[resignedtodeath]

I had no intention of doing so.

[blesseddeath]

Then you should have nothing to worry about. But you will be watched.

[resignedtodeath]

I did not think so. And yes, Echo has been kind enough to tell me as much.