"with every mistake, we must surely be learning..."

[resister_a]

I'm suffering from separation anxiety disorder in association with my records and record player. I miss the added warmth that records have, so unlike the cold digital sound of a cd or downloaded music. the soft scratching and rhythmic rpms. I'm almost tempted to fetch my record player, records and all the added paraphernalia from what was once

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hi

[da_superfox]

hey thanks again for the ride hey if you are missing your records u can always come over and lisitn to mine

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[resister_a]

no problem jesse, anytime. I just may do that...thanks!

[greneyesgonblue]

i think thts fuckin rad how you love your records like tht,.,.,i add to my collection like every week,.,.,.,makes me wanna cry while reading this :(,.,.,i feel the same way about the falling apart thing ,.,.like it is soo EZ to do but theres no way im gonna do tht to my self ,.,., yea music does help a lot actually ,.,.,and its like your writing is poetry too! ,.,.its like you just put all those emotions tht ive had the past year and put them words!,.,.,yea ive met people like tht "ALI" too ,.,.,they listen and tell things even lil things but help a lot! and just make soo much fuckin sense ,.,., ihave a few friends tht help me with tht shit too! ,.,.,
fuck cookies !! o and i think living the way i have and maybe you can make a person hella more bitter .,.,i know i have been lately

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[resister_a]

my writing, like poetry? sigh. I feel like I've completely lost my talent for writing, and it's devastating. I just really CAN'T let myself fall apart, I mean, I don't let myself see it as an option, I'm close enough to being destroyed as it is, I have to do my best to "keep it together".
talking to ali was really neat, because it surprised me that she actually TALKED to me about what I was saying, rather than just offering some halfhearted "oh that blows" in response to my outpouring of paragraphs. and plus, I hadn't talked to her in many months, so it was a lot of shit to lay on someone.
oh, bitterness...something which I hope I can avoid, but we'll just have to see. at the very least, I know that living like this is going to make me stronger.

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[greneyesgonblue]

yea stronger ,.,.,im definelty not as weak as i use to be,.,. thts for sure ,.,.,
and yep i think you still got your touch for writing!!

[greneyesgonblue]

o yea and i think your hair is cute,.,.,i didnt even recognize you!!
i wouldve said hi but i figured youd do tht shit again were you ignore me.

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[resister_a]

thanks. I figured you didn't recognize me, so I just didn't say anything.

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[greneyesgonblue]

i did recognize you it just took a minute,.,.,
good luck on everything ,.,.,things will work out ,.,.,they did for me!