oh some of you have some balls ( Read more... )

So I have just wasted 2 hours of my life doing nothing but going through songs on i-tunes. Searching for things that I haven't heard in years. Or songs that I have never ever heard before, but deciding to spend money on, since they sound pretty awesome. Or songs that I should have but somehow don't have. It sucks cuz when we moved to Cali, all my ( Read more... )

i HATE livejournal.

i don't know what i want. and you telling me im obsessed and that im lying to you is not helping me and making me want to stay here.

i just don't feel real great right now.
i actually feel pretty fucking shitty.

i have this urge to back to school. and it kind of just makes sense. i dont know. i dont know what i want. and i dont know if its a step back. or a step forward. or just a step. or if i would be happy. or if i would miss california.

uggggghh.

I feel like i am completely losing my mind. Literally going crazy I might have to...well i don't know. I am fucking paranoid all the time. I had that crazy stupid dream that one night and it scared me all to hell. And now I can't trust anyone, and i think people are just running around town breaking into houses. hurting people. killing people. ( Read more... )

Well, here is the thing. I don't really know if you want to hear my opinion. And you probably don't or you don't care.

but....UGH!!!!

its driving me crazy!

whatever. i guess im just stupid.

i think that it is a very stupid decision you are about to make.
but whatever.

um, okay last night you decided to fucking fight with me about stupid bull shit. and thats fine. i will fight with you. and one of the lovely things that we fought about is how much we've changed. let me tell you. you have fucking used that excuse for fucking every fucking fight ( Read more... )

I feeeeel sick.

and im awake, again.

and i cant stop weezing. or is it wheezing?

looks like the latter. no red underline.

iiiiiiiiii really think im screwed.

i love you and unfortunately, i will always love you.

i just wish you could see it.

i just took more pm pills.
sleeeeep.