i dont know what this dampering feeling is.

its like i lost faith in something that i never had.

i dont know how to feel.

wow. really? thats the only word i can think of right now. REALLY? for diretions? it was bad enough when cole called me for directions. but you? thats the time you want to call me? on february 29th? you call me to find fucking NEWBERRY???????????????????

who the FUCK do you think you are?
really?

seriously.

i feel like i dont know you anymore.

hmmmmmm....i just want to get started with life. i dont want to be working these two jobs and everything. ugh.

im excited for galoobadoo.
and i want to get SO FUCKING TRASHED.

goddddd.

why do i have to fight all the time?

im so fucked in the head.

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becca.

BLAH
Ugh
Ew
Gross
Sick
SECK
barf!

becca.

blah im bored. i would fly all of you out if i had the moolah.
like you would be here by now. and we could be going out and drinking and all that fun stuff.

but here i am, with no one answering my calls...eating TOGOs and watching The OC. Oh goodness.

so yea. thats that.
i want someone to be here right now.

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