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[resistoptimism]

i dont have much time to be on here, and prolly wont be online for very long time... but that whole moving to north carolina thing is gonna happen much more sooner than i thought... prolly by the middle of january... i just dont know what to think anymore.. there are certain things im looking forward to when it comes down to it, but at the same

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[daisy_vision]

I don't have the money to see anyone, and because I don't have money, I can't have friends. You do have a choice in whether or not you can go to NC, you aren't married and even if you were, you'd still have a choice.. just to throw that out there -.-;

[resistoptimism]

i dont have the money to drive anywhere thats more than like .2 miles away... and plus, i hate leaving shaun at my parents house by himself, cuz i know how uncomfortable that can be...
and yeh, i guess i do have a choice, but staying in michigan would be selfish on my part... in nc, things will be a whole lot better finacially, and better opportunities... im doing this for the baby, otherwise i wouldnt even consider leaving... sometimes you just have to make really hard sacrifices when you have a child...

[daisy_vision]

I'm not saying you should stay, but you just made it sound like you had no other choice when you do

[resistoptimism]

well, i just meant that staying here in michigan isnt really an option...

[_feisty_]

You must have some kind of choice when it comes to going to NC. Besides that, I just want to say that because I don't have a license I feel like an inconvienance on everyone. I don't call because I don't call anyone ever. I just hate phones. I would text but I'm always nervous about texting people because I know that some people get pissed off that they have to pay for each one, but if you want to text me feel free to at any time. Anyways, I would love to see you, I just know that it's complicated when everyone has such different schedules and their own shit going on.

[resistoptimism]

i guess i do have a choice, but like i told cher in this post, if i stayed here it would be completly selfish on my part.. things will be a whole lot better financially in nc, therefore better opportunities for the family, and the baby...
i would love to see you too.. i just dont have the money to drive anywhere far lately, or much of a chance too...
i dont mind texting, as long as its not like everyday, cuz i dont have that many text messages allowed in my plan...

[_feisty_]

Yeah, I just wanted you to know you had a choice too. I would only go to NC if I was happy in my relationship, or else you could get trapped, you know? Although that sounds a lot more negative than I mean for it to be. I'm just saying, you deserve to be happy and raise your child in a loving environment, and if Shaun provides that for you then you should definately be with him in NC, and if he doesn't then you shouldn't go because there are more important things than money. Especially since you could get money from working, or child support, or whatever, but anyways, I just want you to be happy.

[resistoptimism]

thank you, i want me to be happy too.... im sure everything will work out eventually.. im not really too worried anymore

[redinhawaii05]

HEY I SAW YOU.. but that is because you rescued me and saved my LIFE! thank you! oh and I did try calling you all the time while I was still in Hawaii..but your phone usually wasn't working and at the time you were always on the go from one place to another because your life was kind of in a bind.. which no biggie..but I want you to know that I did try. I was trying to reach out to you when you were going through your post-partum depression..even if you didn't notice. but I am really glad we got together the other day.. Sorry I haven't called but i kinda misplaced my phone and we just got cable modem hooked up today which took like umpteen hours.. so now I am on here to tell you thank you.. The babies were sooooo cute together! Must get together again soon.. Won't have my car for awhile..so when your not busy I'll have to bum a ride from you.. or wait til I get my car the end of November.. it's up to you. Oh and I want to go see cher! I can pay for gas.. if you want to ride out there together!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of course with chers

[resistoptimism]

yeh, i know cher wants to see you too.. we were gonna try and all get together today, but i got a lot going on right now... but definetly soon..
i need to see everyone as much as possible before i leave!