So it's extremely difficult to be "strong." Its also extremely difficult to live up to your own expectations of yourself. I've been opressing everything and doing it so well. I promised myself I wouldnt shed another tear. Tonight wasnt the best of nights. I'm so sad. I've just been crying since I've got home. I really should be asleep, seeing as I
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i havent updated in forever. and i feel like writing since i have discovered lesliehueyjr's lj (i just found out about it today) and i love lesliehueyjr very much. lesliehueyjr made me laugh
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what the hell is with all these natural disasters this year?! katrina and rita. the tsunami in thailand. im sure there were more i cant think of. andddd how ignorant am i that i just found out that there is mass genocide in the congo
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i told God i hit rock bottom. He said it'll take some work but i'll be back up in no time. He also told me to buckle up my seatbelt-cause it's going to be a wild ride.