Title: His Father's Son
Pairing: Wes/Connor
Rating: R-ish
Summary: That for all his attempts at changing, he remains his father's son.
A/N: For
stakebait for
ros_fod's
Connor Incest Ficathon. Request was Wes/Connor with mentions of Justine. And for the first time I've truly regretted the internet, the story just doesn't flow quite as well in an electronic setting
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But I’ve learned that’s how Connor curses. With names, with places. Angel. Darla. Quartoth.
That captures Connor's speech patterns so perfectly. And the idea of him learning to be human from observing Wes, of faking it but not quite grasping the truth behind - it is so very right and so very real.
The sight of silk makes him go slack, but I've not yet discovered whether that is due to sensations of pleasure or fear. (In fact for him I would say those two emotions are interchangeable)
He's proven indifferent to candle wax and ice cubes, seems disinterested in soft caresses and ignores all attempts at closeness post-act.
You're going to make me cry now, because it is so much. And then, despite it all, Wes still telling lies...Thank you so much, I have no words for how much I want to thank you for creating this.
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*smothers you in hugs*
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Favorite lines:
But I’ve learned that’s how Connor curses. With names, with places. Angel. Darla. Quartoth. And the worst, the bloody motherfucker of his lexicon? His given name, Connor.
It is my opinion that Connor was learning how to be human by watching me.
And of course, the last one. *shiver*
Thanks again!
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I decided that Joss and co have huge dad issues that they continue to explore with their characters. So really I was just following canon. :) I'm very glad it worked for you and that you liked it!
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This is my Connor song. The Oakenfold remix, though. I've played it so many times that my CD began to skip, and then I begged and got someone to AIM it to me and it's been on repeat some more. I just found it interesting that you have it playing. Because it's SO Connor to me. Okay, enough about that.
I love the format of this, and the progression as Wes tries to see Connor as a subject, tries to stay detached, even as he's trying to recreate his Watcher status a bit. He feels he failed as a Watcher the first time around so he's attempting to stay analyctical and distanced. But of course he can't, and the best part of Wesley's journal here is what he doesn't jot down. But then the things he notices are interesting, too, like Connor not asking about Darla, and how he's been reading Angel's books, and his question about Justine being a princess -- I love that, especially.
Very nice, thank you for writing and sharing it. :)
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And I love the fact that everything I was trying to get across you just summed up perfectly. Of course it took me about 1900 additional words...
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