I'm getting a new phone ( Read more... )

I'm stuck...don't know quite what's going on anymore. Seems I'm supposed to find my own way in this world. That'd be a lot easier if I was of legal age and in good standing with the state. My college fund is going to be taken over probably by my dad's new little gold digger and he's too dumb to get a prenuptual agreement. So I don't know wether or ( Read more... )

1 whole long year.....so much can come about in the continuity of a year. So much more to come too. I is Happy. Now kiwi needs to pop that kid out so there'll be a new lil brat in the scene :)

Your life has been so hard
It's been dried up angels that can't keep guard
I'm trying to reach your hand
But I'm on fire
I never planned to fade... away
Stay with me
Stop pretending when they say that you're nothing

if this world, the winners and losers
if it will split into two
I want to be the loser
I want to be a loser always

Please forgive me for my distance
The pain is evident in my existence
Please forgive for my distance
The shame is manifest in my resistance
To your love.....

Everything's too clean, too spotless, and I hate it

Doesn't the city look so pretty
In a late night lazy sort of way
Floating through my life

In a somnambulistic decay.......

“…Please don't believe me when I say I'm ok
Look a little deeper for the words that I can't say”

“Oh the years fly by for the ones who survive
Till they look like grown ups, and nobody hears them
Nobody hears them cry…”