i have no idea what i am going to do with my life. i want to go to med school, but i know that i wont be able to handle 9 more years of school. so i am probably going to the art institute of chicago and major in photography and computer graphics. i also wouldn't mind majoring in art history. yeah so... alex is shipping off in 5 days ( Read more... )

i almost dropped out of school tuesday. i got really pissed off and nick wasn't helping, so i got up and left the class and went to my guidance councilor and told her that i wanted to get my GED so that i would never have to go there again. and she called in my grandma b/c that is who i am living with. and after i calmed down, i said that i needed ( Read more... )

the for sale sign is going to be put in our yard tomarrow. i dont know if it is going to be like a breath of fresh air or a since of fear. i dont even know if i will feel anything. i cant feel anthing anymore. like, when i pick the mood settings, it is so hard. why do people even need to feel anyway? feelings are so overrated ( Read more... )

yeah, so my mom is downstairs right at this moment talking to the realestate guy. i cant wait to move!!! next thursday we are going to ohio to look at houses. i cant wait to get out of this cornfield of a town. seriously, I LIVE IN THE MIDDLE OF A CORNFRIELD ( Read more... )