Yea, I think that later today I'm gonna update a bit more of what happened at camp....not that anyone really cares about it. Lol.

I think Nny is the only one of my friends that I talked to about my problem ...ya know, the one to do with Devin.

Devin's father was put in the hospital last night. Devin got home and found a note from his mom saying ( Read more... )

 
Well, this has been one hell of a week to say the least. Last Saturday, Devin calls me and asks me what I was going to do that night and I told him nothing except talking to him. He tells me that him and his father had gotten into a big fight and he needed a place to stay and he wanted to know if he could go with me to camp. First (since my ( Read more... )

 
Why the hell am I just waiting for something to go wrong? I’m just waiting for me to fuck this up. Maybe it’s because things have always ended up like that. Every relationship that I’ve had went wrong just when I think things are going so well. Devin says all of these sweet things. Ya know, things that anyone would want to hear. Things like how ( Read more... )

Thursday, I got up and went with Thad to his 8 o’clock orthodontist appointment. After that we headed out to Meraux. I got us there (only got side track a few times) and when we were getting close, I called Devin’s cell phone and he gave us the last it of directions. When we pulled down his road I told him that I saw him and hung up. When we ( Read more... )

Have you ever been so happy that you’ve cried? Well this is the second time that I’ve done that because of him. No, I’m not going to say that Devin is the one. I've done that before and I don’t want to be hurt again. But things with him are so much different. I have not been this happy since I was a kid. I don’t think I was this happy even then. ( Read more... )

Ok today makes 1 month. I don't think he realizes it. ut then again, very few guys actually pay attention to things like that. *shrug* I'm sure Devin and I will e on the phone till at least midnight. So when it will be, technically, Monday I'll tell him that today is our one month  anniversary. Humm.... wonder what he'll say about that? Oh I found ( Read more... )

 
Well the past few days I have been packing my life (so to speak) into boxes. No I'm not moving. But in order to start remodeling my room I have to get my things out of the way and the only way that I can do that is to pack it all up.

My life is at a very interesting point. Well for one Devin and I are great. Only thing that could be better is ( Read more... )

Just being random. I’ll probably rant later but I’m still half asleep. If I tried to rant, it would just be a lot of incoherent words and phrases.

I swear it was on random. Not sure how so much voltaire came up. But it was out of 1123 songs ( Read more... )

I have been debating this for a while now. When I do get my truck back should I start going to the mall regularly? I don't see many reasons why.. I mean I have not talked to (it works both ways ya know) anyone from the mall. I usually just go off by myself to think. Most everyone there probably sees me as a bitch (and they would be right). I really ( Read more... )

Two poems that i wrote. One during the last days of school and the other inspired by a picture. Let me know what ya'll think ( Read more... )