so i'm leaving for cabo at 7 this morning. and i'll be gone for 7 days. hey..i'll miss you.

i'm sorry happiness has to depart this quickly. from your life..from your heart. don't convince yourself that you're in love, though. because that may not be right. you said the smae thing about me..but you weren't. it's not any different in this case. it just makes everything twice as hard. and honestly all i want is just to see you happy. it was ( Read more... )

man..summer school sucks, but i'm getting an A so thats good. i have to cancel a show we had august 13th due to me going to cabo for 7 days. i feel bad cause of that, but whatever. last night i went to kellies and watched just married. that is a sad movie when he's trying to get in the gate at the end, but it turned good again. my dad got mad i was ( Read more... )

so i'm gone till sunday..byyyyye.

well i hope this explanation isn't useless. my reasons to blame are strictly based on the historical sense of influence upon you. and as upset as you may get, change will not occur in my opinions. as for the accusations of being a hypocrite. i still do care. but my letter was my last attempt for any further involvement. after that failed ( Read more... )

sunday night i worked. worked with good people so that made the night fun. realized something i never have before<3. monday night i went to the calabasas rec center to see nathaniels endeavors and halifax. both played good and saw a lot of people i know. spent time with josie which is always fun. last night i went back to the rec center to see rx ( Read more... )

cut out my eyes..to spite my heart. wish for sleep but never stopping.

this is way too hard. and i'm losing each second. maybe just one sign to assure me that everything will be okay because i'm not convinced.

sunday night i saw the italian job and i enjoyed it. clever movie. got starbucks with amanda and shaina. monday i went to magic mountain. and at night while in line for X, they started shooting off fireworks. warped tour tomorrow, not too thrilled, but it should be fun. and i work tonight.

things happened for a reason.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. one more week is bullshit.