i don't know anymore, lately i have been a huge ball of emotions and lately i have been stuck on sad and scared. alot of things aren't working out as i thought they would and everything keeps screwing up. i'm also scared i am gonna be alone. there is nothing i hate more and that makes me more upset and sad then being by myself. i'm extremely scared ( Read more... )

i don't know anymore, lately i have been a huge ball of emotions and lately i have been stuck on sad and scared. alot of things aren't working out as i thought they would and everything keeps screwing up. i'm also scared i am gonna be alone. there is nothing i hate more and that makes me more upset and sad then being by myself. i'm extremely scared ( Read more... )

friday was jacq's party which was way fun. we played stupid games, that were funny, then me, ms.jacq, newman, aj, jamie, and marcus all jumped in the pool. after that, and people's lame attempt to throw water balloons(which was pointless cause some of us were in the pool?) we burn our school books. i like fire. i was totally crazy that night, not ( Read more... )

i got a job ( Read more... )

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so here's the deal.
i lost my cell phone at jacque's last night.
and we all looked around for it with no luck.
well tonight me and my sister went looking again, just in case we missed it.
SO HERE'S THE CONCLUSIONso i drove by jacque's and a shiney thing in the road caught our eye. turns out it was my cell phone battery, then we continued to find ( Read more... )

so i have come to the conclusion... this journal is pointless ( Read more... )

-T H E P E R F E C T G U Y ( Read more... )

friday i ditched this walk-a-thon thing at school, and came and picked rob up at school after he was done working out. then we basically hung out from 8 in the morning till 12 at night.... 16 hours. it was pretttty great ( Read more... )

so i guess i should update this thing.
i have been neglecting this thing alot and being too lazy so... yeah.
somethings i did was umm....
1. spend tons of time with rob.<33
2. went to the cover up video shoot thing.
3. haha had a "snow fight" during lunch one day.
4. spent more time with rob.
5. hung out with manda some.
6. went cosmic bowling with ( Read more... )