"I walk this lonely road, the only one that I have ever known. Don't know where it goes, but it's only me and I walk alone...I'm walking down the line, that divides me somewhere in my mind, on the borderline of the edge in where I walk alone ( Read more... )

Why, Why, WHY does everyone close to me, everyone that I love have to be mentally or emotionally unstable? WHY!?! Why can't a have a normal relationship, a normal mother or father, a normal freaking life? Five divorces! Five! Who the heck goes through five divorces in twenty years?!? That's averaging one every four years. Every four years, ( Read more... )

so yeah, i really want a car. el caro. le auto. something to that effect. i like freedom. i like not being around my cynical mother all of the time. I like having friends. I like the possibility of working somewhere else. I'm going out of my mind. You see, I live on a little island of sorts called Eage Mountain. It's not an island in the ( Read more... )

I stole this from Carol's LJ - kind of like that bootlegged blasphemy cd...only not ( Read more... )

Today was the day from hell for me. For reasons I won't get into work sucked really bad. Well, worse than normal. I spent nearly 12 hours there, and by the end of it, I was ready to shoot someone. I was just so annoyed, and frustrated, and sick of it. I get so frustrated thinking that working at this place is going to get me to where I need to ( Read more... )

"so this is odd - the painful realization that all has gone wrong and nobody cares at all ( Read more... )