the sky paints a deep auburn....and the clouds are driven away...torn in two by the sunset....and i lay, completely evoked, in the grass...as dreams dance along my brow...teasing me with their grandeure..."all sweetness my dear....all sweetness"...and in my silent slumber...i fall into a daydream...and there she lies...cold and gray...but her eyes ( Read more... )

existence is merely the dingy white-washed tinge left by a picturesque grassland...and we all are our own unique flower...and the sun shall embrace our phycobilins and we shall create an essence so pure and abstract...but so easily dressed up in a series of trite ink characters within a dictionary...and our love is merely a spectrum of isolated ( Read more... )

ambiance pours over these walls....with a sudden crash....and a single complacent howl....our skin crawls...your heart falls...and with a kiss we give it all...all the pain...all the regret....and as my hand slides between the line of your skirt...hard pressed and buckled down...i lay before you humbled...wash away what is and what was...embracing ( Read more... )

...in a dark cellar i linger...as if a moth...enamored by this screen...forging art...creations so pure...that they cut me deep...and within the wake...i can rest...smile...dance...but that is all too far gone...and i shall await the birth of each of my demons...that single perfect pixelized synapse in which they are set free...and in that moment ( Read more... )

i know i have already updated today...mearly a few hours ago...but i have been reminded of things i'd forgotten...things unexpected...and i am here again...drowning in the glare of the blue flame of the screen...nothing but away messages all over...and i wish to talk to someone...and though there is someone merely a few feet away...i cannot mumble ( Read more... )

had a wonderful trip...a perfect circle was flawless...at first i was bit worried when i found out that iha and white had joined up...but i take it all back...the equation is very much balanced...maynard delivered the usual "left hand of god" perfomance...i felt so very content there...pressing against the gates...my insides churning in pain...and ( Read more... )

Things have been going very well with me and the mysterious "arienenette"....well lets make it offical...her name is christy....she is in my philosophy class...and i am quite hooked on her....there is a foreshadowing of sad events too come...but i am far too excited to go into them and shall re-enterate at a later date...but until then i shall ( Read more... )

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i have falling flat on my face...and the dirt and grit delved deep into my chin...and i complacent in all bewildered sadness...just watch it all walk away...and i was lifted by a stiff drink..carried up and up...higher and higher..to the space betwixt the air itself...and there i was numb...numb to pain...numb to hate...numb to regret...numb to ( Read more... )

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