I am so screwed its not even funny ( Read more... )

My days already seem more boring without Kats daily updates. I need a life >_

I'm so lonely that I can't find a reason to play video games because I crave human interaction. Where did my local friends go? 

I am done with this. No one ever contacts me anymore, no one calls, no one invites me out for lunch or to hang out. I am waiting, and I'm tired of the one who has to ask. Why am I at the bottom of everyones list? I fucking hate this. Am I really that expendable?

The silence pretty much cleared that up.

So I had everything all set, Vivianne is ready to be sold, and was ready to make a down payment on a newer used car, except one "tiny"  problem. The loan was denied since I don't have the credit and my mom's job wouldn't be enough to pay for both her loans. This wasn't thought of as such a big problem, until my dad decided he wanted more control ( Read more... )

So i sincerly believe there is someone out there trying to kill me. Woke up with a tick chomping on my arm. Now I'm trying to angle mirrors to see if the head is still there. Lovely! right? -_-

I've noticed too late how small my life has shrunk. Now that the biggest part of my life is gone I'm left with the impression: I need a new hobby ( Read more... )

for a revolutionary 2nd time in one day!!! I will post new stuff, because this song is AMAZINGLY beautiful holy crap its amazing!!!

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So i paid the doctor $25 for him to tell me "its most likely just a bug" but that's okay, i'm miraculously feeling better, as is customary for me to feel better as soon as I have a doctors appointment. Lovely. Ryan left saturday, now starts the 6 month wait... heh...

I have been sick for days now, and it just won't quit. I NEED TO GO TO THE FREAKING DOCTORS. I haven't felt this shitty in years, and I don't know why.