so im staying home from school today because im unable to control my painting skills which leds me to frustration and the fact that my brother stayed home yesterday to smoke pot made me angry and therefore i was unwilling to actively participate in math class. so today is my turn but the airconditioning sux, i wont smoke pot and i probably wont ( Read more... )

its funny, in my moment of artistic angst i went online, i have sined on my sn in weeks to months, all i wanted was jon to sign on but instead i talked to jeremy, ronnie and frank. ahh frank the hottie. hes going into the air force. his hair will be all gone. hell look so silly. i like that boy.

i forgot to tell you........ today uranus was discovered. ive seen uranus from a telescope lens with father rodman at my side in the new hamshire wilderness. uranus is max's ruling planet ( Read more... )

"the world doesnt always beat me down, for i stand tall."-- this be my mantra ( Read more... )

i like walking on roots. im not sure if this is ethically wrong. do trees have feelings? is it better if i were bare foot? to they find it offensive when i walk all over them? do they know its with love that i tenderly bounce to feel them under my arch? isnt touch importent in a relationship ( Read more... )

i took it upon myself to learn all these not really useful facts this weekend. i didnt realize i actually retained knoiwledge from all the news and history channel and movies ive watched this weekend until my older brother came over and i started reciting all the information. most of its quite ridiculous ( Read more... )

yeah thats right my ocd can be just as bad as those freaks out there ( Read more... )

theres a new movie coming out that's deals with this
hottie is star of course

i want to try 40/40 on just fruits and vegetables
no pot no beer no meat no cigarettes no hydronated oils
i think i could do it
i think i could do anything if i caught myself at the right moment
i feel like walking around in the sunshine all day

my fortune cookie read: Someone ( Read more... )

i dont know if i like myself today. all i know is that i know myself today.
its been quite draining.
<<< insert big emotional outburst here ( Read more... )