*hugs* the best thing I know to say here is if you werent worried about how your baby will be and everything Id be worried about you and think you wouldnt be a good parent. But you worry and thats definatly a HUGE start. mabye you could see a therapist or someone to talk to? IT would be helpful
i would do that but the therapists here..totaly useless. i used to go to them a long time ago and only ever found one person to be helpful and she was a councler and she moved away. i already know what they would tell me, i already know what they would tell me to do, basicly i could do thier jobs better then they can lol. the theripists here..always say something is wrong with you when it really isnt like they did with my brother told him he had this and that when he really didnt. he went to see better people far away and they told him what he really had and ever since he has had it under control for the most part. i already know what i have and know whats wrong with me..just now..it is all starting to come back but more in a worrying kind of way like being pregnant this time triggered it becuase i dont want anything to happen to this baby..i rather have it happen to me..maybe if i hurt myself now then the baby will come out fine plus the pain kinda drowns out the stress and stuff for a lil while o_o then i worry about abusing the
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