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omfg its finally done
i have had so much hate and frustration towards applying to college i kinda wanted to just give up on the whole damn thing. i just want to hijack a cruise ship, find a deserted island and live there for the rest of my life. i mean with personal statements eating away at my soul and the fucking UC server dying every 2 seconds while waiting for the fucking page to load for 5 fucking minutes i just wanted to die. i don't know how many times i said that to ryan but i really just wanted to die for the past month. if you were to take bets on whether i would have a mental and or emotional breakdown in the past 2 weeks you probably would have won 9/10 times. i just really wanted to get it over with but i realized after i sent it in though that i messed up twice. i'm actually a little scared bc under the billing info i put debta ave and not debra. argh i am just so thrilled i don't have to worry about applications anymore. jesus fucking christ i am so relieved. like i have been so dead for the past couple of days its absolutely insane. i've broken out and i've had a constant migrane and ugh its terrible. i just want to sleep for 24 hours like seriously i'm so ready to just lay down and sleep. luckily for me though, i have short stories and freud packets to read.
i really enjoy freud and sartre. i mean sure their philosophy is really pessemistic but its more realistic and true to form. i mean sartre's ideas of love and how we react to the Other is right on the dot its a little scary. i wish i had done better in my sartre essay. its lame but i wanted to make a good impression on mr linn but i'm fine with a b on my first exam. i actually can't wait til his class is over because i'm really tired and would just absolutely love it if i could paint in ms miller's class. i wish it was next weeek so that i could finish my freud essay and be confident in it and feel the relief of no more philosophy for 8 weeks. i just want to paint, sleep, and shop bc hello?! its almost mother fucking christmas!!!!!!!!!!
ok well i'm super excited and well glad to rant
new christmas layout
i have had so much hate and frustration towards applying to college i kinda wanted to just give up on the whole damn thing. i just want to hijack a cruise ship, find a deserted island and live there for the rest of my life. i mean with personal statements eating away at my soul and the fucking UC server dying every 2 seconds while waiting for the fucking page to load for 5 fucking minutes i just wanted to die. i don't know how many times i said that to ryan but i really just wanted to die for the past month. if you were to take bets on whether i would have a mental and or emotional breakdown in the past 2 weeks you probably would have won 9/10 times. i just really wanted to get it over with but i realized after i sent it in though that i messed up twice. i'm actually a little scared bc under the billing info i put debta ave and not debra. argh i am just so thrilled i don't have to worry about applications anymore. jesus fucking christ i am so relieved. like i have been so dead for the past couple of days its absolutely insane. i've broken out and i've had a constant migrane and ugh its terrible. i just want to sleep for 24 hours like seriously i'm so ready to just lay down and sleep. luckily for me though, i have short stories and freud packets to read.
i really enjoy freud and sartre. i mean sure their philosophy is really pessemistic but its more realistic and true to form. i mean sartre's ideas of love and how we react to the Other is right on the dot its a little scary. i wish i had done better in my sartre essay. its lame but i wanted to make a good impression on mr linn but i'm fine with a b on my first exam. i actually can't wait til his class is over because i'm really tired and would just absolutely love it if i could paint in ms miller's class. i wish it was next weeek so that i could finish my freud essay and be confident in it and feel the relief of no more philosophy for 8 weeks. i just want to paint, sleep, and shop bc hello?! its almost mother fucking christmas!!!!!!!!!!
ok well i'm super excited and well glad to rant
new christmas layout