wow i suck at talking on the phone, i apologize for being so fucking awkward :-P

oh welllll, haha, how it goes.

so guess what guys, im going to be gone for a while! haha, working with my father and my friend isaac baker. out right outside of fort bragg on my dad's proporty building a timberframe barn. its gonna be hell of work, probably 6 day work weeks, but im getting ten bucks an hour, and i swear, im gonna come back tanner and tougher from the work. plus ( Read more... )

better to have loved and lost rather than never loved at all...but god it hurts when it ends...

i love that game, just cus i can be a total goof and still win...hehe, i have a tendancy to slide in games...alot...and dive....and somehow, every now and then i actually catch the frisbee...hehe...im gonna hella hurt tomaarooooow

mmm, i feel great right now, today has been simply awsome. i had a fun time with all the guys playing paintball today, i got alot of what i needed to do done, and FINALLY figured out what was leaking in pats gun. i just feel so happy. i swear i havent gone to bed before 1 in a week. and i am not gonna get much sleep tonight either. oh wellll, its ( Read more... )

wow...i sooooo do not handle caffine well, and it affects me in way wierd ways. i had a mountain dew at 11 at night, and considering if i have one at noon i wont be able to sleep you wouldave thought i wouldave known better...but oh well :-p it was fun, watched movies and ended up semi-blacking out at 4. then i woke up at 8! still energetic and ( Read more... )

what an amazing night that was, the fireworks were kiiiiinda shitty, and way too short, that and billy and i sat on a line of ants. things only started getting good after them fireworks. i followed billy to amanda's house, and met a whole bunch of new people and hung out till extremely early. watched starwars, and acted like an idiot. i drew a ( Read more... )

well isnt that bothersome, someone tells you they will call you at a specific time then half an hour later still no call, i still want to do something with them, but i dont know if they will ever call. so should i go do something with someone else? but what if they call then? but thenagain what if they never call? bitchy situation isnt it?

i cant sleep...i never can when its as desgustingly warm in my room as it always is. i hate waking up in the afternoon, i like going to sleep earlier, i dunno, but however it works...I WANT TO SLEEP. dammit.... :(

well that was a decent day of paintball i suppose, didnt play as much as i shoudl have :( and ended up fixing shit alot. logan was starting shit with alot of the other teams, what a buttmunch, i dont see why lil' matt doesnt kick him off the team or something....blah, i might just leave and go with dan and his team :p....however it works out i got ( Read more... )