you know my life is in an upheaval when i am posting to LJ so often. Boo. So many emotions. I'm either going crazy or it's the new BC I'm on. That might make me cranky. Plus it's that time of semester when everything is just YUCK. BOOOOO. I am confused and sleepy and want to go to bed and wake up fresh and with answers. Alas. Just a nap ( Read more... )

I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Erin = BAD MOOD

Growl.

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PS- yay for Obama!

I wish I could take all the ass-holes in this country and round them up and put them in a giant trash bin. I can't help but think the Boondock Saints philosophy is 100% right. Maybe not shooting the guys jacking off at the strip club... the women choose to objectify themselves, and the men pay to objectify them. But crooked cops, drug dealers, ( Read more... )

Who really knows what to write in these silly blog journal thingies anyway?  The world is stressed- so stressed in fact, there may not be much time left for **writing**.  Nobody has money.  Or places to live.  Or delicious food.  Or a business that isn't struggling.  Nobody knows who to trust as far as running the country.  McCain + Palin?  Obama ( Read more... )

So, I have been considering this idea for a really long time... what on Earth gets me going? What is it that makes me excited, makes me happy, gets me going, inspires me? So I have been digging (sort of) to figure this out. I spent most of the morning talking to Kurtis. Because you know what? Talking helps. I've also decided writing helps, so ( Read more... )

aloha! I haven't updated this in a while. I'm not too sure what to write I suppose. Life is just happening as it should. All is good and well. I wake up in the morning, I go to work, I go home, eat dinner, talk to Kurtis (if we can get a hold of each other. every night is a bit different) and then go to bed to start all over again! And it ( Read more... )

So, I am feeling much better lately. I don't know what was wrong with me, but I got past it for the most part I think. The stomach illness very well could have just been my water at home... I bought new filters for our water pitcher and things have improved drastically since then. I've been walking to or from work quite a lot lately. Like, home ( Read more... )

so, life has gotten more interesting. I am still making myself physically ill by stressing so much, but I am getting better I think. At least, I have made an appointment with a counselor for a little over a week from now, which i may just be "better" by then, but I really ought to go no matter what. This anxiety crap sucks, and I need to get it ( Read more... )

oh boy, what a life. I'm all sorts of messed up right now. I can't figure out just what is causing it. I go through phases of feeling perfect and phases of just being miserable. At this particular moment, I am smashed in between. I woke up yesterday and felt sick to my stomach, so I called in sick to work, because I was supposed to be doing ( Read more... )

la dee da dee da. 2 finals down, 2 to go. and Kurtis is leaving for California tomorrow evening. I'm gonna miss him. But we're gonna test skype while he's away, so that should be an adventure. Then after that he's back here for 2 days then off to Japan by next wednesday. Le sigh. I know I'm gonna be fine and have plenty to do and I have lots ( Read more... )