I've said it so many times, not to inform the world but to convince myself.. I kept telling everyone that I was okay. I kept denying that I had problems, and it was only hindering me from reaching my all time low just so that I would be able to start pulling myself back up again.

I can honestly say that I'm free.
No more anger and not a shred of ( Read more... )

Weed isn't bad for anybody.
And it's definitely not bad for me.
Talk about the best anti-depressant around =]

Why would I do it today?

What's the point? Life isn't about letting someone (or everyone) else dictate the person who you are and the things that you want to do. This is life, so try living. If you're so preoccupied with the way that other people will view you, then what's the point in actually being here? I'm sorry, but feeling sad all of the time seems to be just another ( Read more... )

Can't you see that I wanna be there with open arms ( Read more... )

Steph and I are going shopping today.
Stokeddd

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This isn't Christmas.
Everything about today is wrong.

It's hot
I haven't opened any gifts
I'm lonely
Everyone is acting fucking weird

I don't even remember what I'm supposed to be doing right now. I'm at Kellogg Park watching all of the families having fun together...

What went wrong?

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I didn't give my parents a list this year because there's nothing I want. I got all of my shopping done yesterday. I'm gonna wrap the rest tonight..

I'm not seeing Stephanie until Saturday so I'm not going to worry about wrapping hers yet.

I don't want to keep listening to Gail's family talk about stupid things that I don't want to hear about.

I'm ( Read more... )

We were hoping for some romance
All we found was more dispair
We must talk about our problems
We are in a state of Flux

I don't remember who I am ( Read more... )