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Why
Agent Smith: Why, Mr. Anderson? Why? Why do you do it? Why? Why get up? Why keep fighting? Do you believe you're fighting for something? Something more than your survival? Can you tell me what it is? Do you even know? Is it freedom or truth? Perhaps peace? Could it be for love? Illusions, Mr. Anderson. Temporary constructs of a feeble human ( Read more... ) -
Question???
What do you do when you are barely hanging on to the cliff of hope, and just need someone to come and pull you up and back into the world? -
Stolen from Ducky (she made me do it JK)
The first 10 people to respond to this post will get something made by me ( Read more... ) -
Look in the mirror, and tell me what you see!
Well, let me tell you what I see.
I see PRIDE! I see power! I see a BAD-ASS MOTHER who don't take NO CRAP off of NOBODY!
so anyway that is yeah how i feel right now. the extended essay is turned in and that is part of the reason why. so yeah things are looking and yes i know OMFG HAPPY ENTRY.
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interestingly frustrated
So yeah I am no longer or at least not currently in my uber depressed mode. I still get waves of depressions but I'm not that way all the time. Now i am just more frustrated than anything. Unfortunately this can not be helped it will either just have to go away or resolve itself. Its all part of the who i am, which is basically me recently ( Read more... ) -
why
Why do i do this?
Why do i choose not to care about myself and instead care about someone else first and foremost instead?
Why cant i be happy?
Why do i spend nights staying awake because i am afraid of what i will see when i sleep?
Why do i spend so much time crying?
Why do i feel so much loss?
Why cant i wait any longer?
Why am i destroying myself from ( Read more... ) -
suckage
Well after my last spectacularly depressing rant. Its time for me to continue being depressed, or more so confused. i don't even understand myself at this point. WTF^^. so yeah basically my life sucks and there is not much i can do about it except for wait. I hate waiting it sucks its one of the most boring things on the planet, but there isnt ( Read more... ) -
upate OMG
so yeah im actually updateing for once can you believe it. i dont really have much to say other than im exausted. lets see what has happened. i got my new computer up and running for all who dont know and i have already beaten assassin's creed. it was Epicly awesome. anyway so im playing through again because it was so good. its my kind of game ( Read more... ) -
well now this is interesting
Life enjoys throwing shit at me, its not even funny. so heres the problem i went to start making my assassins creed blade today and discovered that i don't have the 1/8th of an inch thick wood that i swore i did have, i have also come to the realization that wood is as a whole to weak so i will need to use metal for as much as possible. but on to ( Read more... )