I like holding people when they are feeling terrible. You bond, suddenly they show you a side of them underniether the strong facade that you hadn't seen before. They reach out to you and suddenly you know they don't just enjoy you, they need you in some small way. And the person who does the reaching knows that someone cares deeply abput them, deeply enough for them to want to see every side of you, even the "weaker" and "uglier" sides. when it's all over, you've shared something, like a secret, that not everyone knows, and in that way you are bonded together.
on another note, of course she wouldn't run. people love you, and whatever it is that you told her, i'm sure it can't outweigh the good. you are such an awesome person nick. if she would have run away because of the bad things, what kind of person would she be? *sends love and hugs* feel better damnit!
dont you just hate that? doesn't make you confused as hell? For the longest time I was haunted by the things I had done and that had happened in my past. The person I was was not a good person. And then guess what, someone held me. And I realized I didn't have to be that person. And that I wasn't anymore. The only person that can destroy your own life is you. And the only person that can save it is you. She'll fight it along side you, cuz thats what people do when they care. Just be happy your not alone when your fighting, when your walking that path. Confusion is an overrated emotion in this case. Its what people like you and me get like when others reach out with their arms to us. We understand "alone" so well, that "together" seems like new territory. But guess what, I tried "together" out, and when its true there isn't anything more worth liveing for. That feeling of love, not only romantically, but love between familiy, love between friends, and that love you get from the last person you would expect...someone who barely knows
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man... "For the longest time I was haunted by the things I had done and that had happened in my past. The person I was was not a good person. And then guess what, someone held me. And I realized I didn't have to be that person. And that I wasn't anymore. The only person that can destroy your own life is you. And the only person that can save it is you." that is me, to a tee... im not sure wut to say... you said it all angelus...
"The only person that can destroy your own life is you."
Except that ain't true. The mind is such a fragile thing; there are so many ways to destroy it, to unbalance it. It's like fighting. You think the only one who can beat you is you in a fight; that's what they tell you at the dojo, that the only one who can make you lose in a fight is you; but then someone bigger, stronger, and better than you kicks your ass.
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I like holding people when they are feeling terrible. You bond, suddenly they show you a side of them underniether the strong facade that you hadn't seen before. They reach out to you and suddenly you know they don't just enjoy you, they need you in some small way. And the person who does the reaching knows that someone cares deeply abput them, deeply enough for them to want to see every side of you, even the "weaker" and "uglier" sides. when it's all over, you've shared something, like a secret, that not everyone knows, and in that way you are bonded together.
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Except that ain't true. The mind is such a fragile thing; there are so many ways to destroy it, to unbalance it. It's like fighting. You think the only one who can beat you is you in a fight; that's what they tell you at the dojo, that the only one who can make you lose in a fight is you; but then someone bigger, stronger, and better than you kicks your ass.
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it love Nick, that's how it works :-)
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