Comments | return_my_rice: Fifteen

return_my_rice

Fifteen

Oct 05, 2009 16:32

It's finally over.

I'm sorry to anybody who had to see me like that the other day. I just... I just can't stand to watch my friends suffer and die while I'm powerless to do anything.

[[Private; Hackable by friends and "family"]]

I guess my hidden powers are gone, too. I thought so. Whoever did this to me...they got everything.

toris lorinaitis (lithuania), mia fey, morrigan aensland, jolee bindo, hanyuu furude

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bustydefense October 5 2009, 21:02:12 UTC

It isn't something you have to apologize for.

return_my_rice October 5 2009, 21:17:38 UTC

But I should be stronger than that.

bustydefense October 6 2009, 00:21:03 UTC

Not at all. You cared about your friends. That's the most important thing.

return_my_rice October 6 2009, 02:14:04 UTC

No...it's not that. It doesn't matter now because I'm not at full power, but...if I can't control my emotions, things only get worse.

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badend_syndrome October 5 2009, 21:47:29 UTC

I-It's okay. I mean I'm better now! You don't have to apologize, nano desu.

return_my_rice October 5 2009, 23:12:28 UTC

It's...you... You weren't there, though. You didn't see just how bad I was.

stateofworry October 6 2009, 01:08:09 UTC

That's a good quality to have... Your friends are lucky to have you.

Please don't worry too much. This town affects all of us in bad ways.

return_my_rice October 6 2009, 02:16:24 UTC

Well, yeah...but...

I just...I need to learn to control my emotions better.

crankyoldcoot October 6 2009, 13:01:41 UTC

You just need to control your emotions better.

Have you tried meditation?

return_my_rice October 6 2009, 19:48:53 UTC

A bit, but that was years ago. And that was for mental training more than controlling emotions.

crankyoldcoot October 6 2009, 19:56:16 UTC

Well I'd recomend starting up again. The last thing you want to do is lose your calm at a bad time in a place like this.

return_my_rice October 6 2009, 23:43:47 UTC

Yeah...

Filtered from people who can't hack into the private. nonewsprites October 6 2009, 22:29:20 UTC

Hidden Powers?

[[Filtered]] return_my_rice October 7 2009, 01:08:50 UTC

...You heard that, huh?

Well... Normally I've got hidden powers in my body. If I let my rage take over, they explode. I...end up going berserk against whoever made me angry enough to trigger them.

Re: [[Filtered]] nonewsprites October 7 2009, 01:16:43 UTC

And like everything else, this town has taken them away?

[[Filtered]] return_my_rice October 7 2009, 01:19:08 UTC

For now. If I keep getting favors, it won't stay that way.

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