It's only been a day, not even 24 hours since this "out of no where relationship"
you don't show love, feelings, affection, emotion, all things lovers do for months
and then 2 weeks after our last great lovey dovey couple time later, it's "gone" you're in a relationship?!
with someone you swore you didn't even have feelings for until Friday?!
I'm not ( Read more... )

my cousin's boyfriend of 4-5 years was just killed in a shooting in mexico.
he had just dropped her off and outside her grandmother house
when there was a shooting, he was shot, and died before paramedics could get there
they had just bought engagement rings, and he was going to ask
"permission" from my aunt and uncle for her hand in marriage.
(i love ( Read more... )

Lost Love - The Temper Trap Our love was lost But now we've found it Our love was lost, was lost And hope was gone Our love was lost But now we've found it And if you flash your heart, your heart
I won't deny it
I promise I promise Your walls are up
Too cold to touch it
Your walls are up, are up
Too high to climb I know it's hard But I can still ( Read more... )

It is only by NOT trusting someone,
That you turn them into a liar.

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Don't put up a wall,
God is probably trying to show you something amazing.

Church was great today, actually learned a lot.
I love Pastor Trevor,
He's really good at getting the point across.
Every time he speaks, I feel like he's talking to me.

What a great Sunday, and great way to start the week. :]

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I hope I get it!

<3

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The internet goes out and everyone gets out of their rooms.
Netflix is out, gaming is out, anything on the web.
See what our lives have come to!

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Holy crap! I should have bought a lotto ticket..
I was debating yesterday but I never have before
I'm also not much of a gambler/risk taker
My numbers were really close!
I was gonna pick: 4, 8, 15, 25 & either 3,5,35, or 22

I couldn't decide on the last 2 so I decided not to

4/15 - my birthday (4 is also my fav/lucky number)
8/25 - was the anniversary

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I don't want to be "sort of dating" someone.
I don't want to be "kinda hanging out" with someone.
I don't want to spend a lot of energy suppressing
my feelings so I appear uninvolved.
I want to be involved.
I want to be sleeping with someone I know I'll see again
because they've already demonstrated to me
that they're trustworthy and honorable -- ( Read more... )

I'm glad I started my new years resolution 2 months ago
So I guess really I just want to keep that.
Keep on working out, trying to eat right,
and continue going to church and just
be a better person, put the past aside and forgive
and love 100% no holding back.
although 2011 kinda looks gross, maybe it won't be so bad.
I'm so grateful for the love in my ( Read more... )