never have i ever had sooo much drama ( Read more... )

im just sooo not ready for the holidays.
the christmas music and all, argh
tephs ipod FULL of christmas music
just in case i havent had enough aaagh.
finals are icky, sights and sounds is like
the posada here, that sounds fun...?
oh why am i such a grinch? :/
christmas used to be fun
when i didnt have bills to pay.

ah growing up. (:

"Forget the politicians. The politicians are put there to give you the idea that you have freedom of choice . . . you don’t. You have no choice. You have owners. They own you. They own everything. They own all the important land. They own, and control the corporations. They’ve long since bought, and paid for the Senate, the Congress, the state ( Read more... )

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being a human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give ( Read more... )

after a discussion i had today i thought i should share my definition of love.
&& would love to hear yours.

Q: What is love, and how do you know its not infatuation?

My love: love is happiness. true love is being happy with yourself, sharing it with another person who makes you happy so much that their happiness is essential to your very own ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

teph brought it up the other day.
and it creeped into my mind again today.

Biggest regret:

"Not askking out the girl of my dreams. mjd."

i know its beens what, three years? but i got to thinking of it today, why not just tell me, rather than publishing it for the entire student body, i didn't even know it was for me. i mean i told him he was "hey ( Read more... )

everything happens for a reason.
somethings fall apart so others can fall together
because in the end, what's meant to be will always find a way.

im not going to lie, i was sad at first, but that grew old quick. i realized that i wasn't happy i knew it but forced it anyway. it was a pretty bad relationship ive learned so much from i dont think ill ( Read more... )

there's this great guy,
that took me on the perfect date
to the perfect place in texas,
at the perfect time (:

you know when people say go with your gut feeling, i think i'll try to do that more often. i knew this was all a bad idea, but, i wanted to make the risk and i wanted it to work, i wanted it all and i was too blinded by love. i dont regret it. it just really sucks. i feel like i wasn't even me! i changed so much of myself to try to make him happy, ( Read more... )