"For exactly the same reason, it is sometimes satisfying to cut yourself and bleed. On those grey days where eight in the morning looks no different from noon and nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen and you are washing a glass in the sink and it breaks- accidentally- and punctures your skin. And then there is this shocking red, the ( Read more... )

How can a city still affect me after so long ( Read more... )

Shattered pieces of my mind are crawling under this twilight. A memory has decided to be no more before the end. Now it lies banished in a nowhere, in between others'dreams not mine anymore. The sound of avoided questions is still lingering in the caotic maze where I daydream. Suffocated wishes cast their shadows on my eyes shut.

Outside it's hot but I'm cold. The scent of rain would be perfect for my mood, but it won't rain, I know. That picture made me smile and feel a sense of nostalgia nor pain nor despair. Hollowness, I don't live I simply survive. Everything is blank , it will remain this way for a long time, there's no hint of a change, not even a weeny-weedy one. I ( Read more... )

Evil's principle creator discriminated the emptiness of Void daring to give it order and shape. The Void and all its eternities didn't belong to themselves anymore ( Read more... )

Should I feel something for you? Sometimes a must is needed to make things go on, isn't it ( Read more... )

"....abnormal pleasures kill the taste for normal ones"
So true, so obvious, so simple.

Desire runs under the smooth surface of everyday nervosism. Taming and subduing my ego seem so vain. Regardless I should reject myself, all that I've always been. How can I reject something that has always lived on hopes and faded dreams?

"To identify oneself in this way with any given course requires intense concentration and an iron strength of will, and it is such persons who become vampires ( Read more... )

I don't know why I keep on trusting people. I HAVE TO be a complete fool(idiot would be better) to keep on doing that ( Read more... )

My ego has spent all day questioning about its alternance of fleeting joy and the concept of "getting lost ( Read more... )