Comments | reverent_icicle: I hate to admit this....

reverent_icicle

I hate to admit this....

Jul 10, 2005 22:24

Am I really that bad of a judge of character? 'cuz I'm feeling pretty stupid right now. I'm sitting here, missing my friends and wishing I'm back at MSSM working summer camps with all of them, and all of a sudden I find out they were only nice to me because they felt bad about last year, and because I was around. Now that they dont see me every day ( Read more... )

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I'm so sorry. nicholasrune July 10 2005, 20:47:24 UTC

Andrea,
I know that your feeling hurt, but please don't forget that you have real friends, too. I admit that you and I really should have hung out more during the year, but you and I rarely saw much of each other... In any case, I didn't enjoy soccer nearly as much after you stopped playing. IM me at NicholasRune, and I will talk to you more then. Or e-mail me at toothakern@mssm.org and I can send a half-decent reply. I'm not good at this posting thing. I will give you my phone number if you contact me at either of those!
Nicholas-

daveywow July 11 2005, 03:27:30 UTC

Some people suck, but not everybody.

Soccer starts in 14 days, with no Andrea or Lindsey....weird.

reverent_icicle July 11 2005, 07:51:39 UTC

I know.....I miss it already. I might come up for a few days during preseason..

beaulinz July 11 2005, 04:22:34 UTC

I'm sorry you feel like this Andrea. :( People are shitty, especially those that you hold closest to you. They at times take advantage of the friendships that they have. But....you dont need friends who are going to treat you like that. Keep your chin up because come 2 months you'll be meeting a whole bunch of new people who are going to like you for you.

whisperinggypsy July 11 2005, 06:54:56 UTC

...What? Wow you really did jump to a conclusion didnt you? Why are you thinking that? So just because people dont talk to you online, you think that they were friends with you just because they felt bad for you...for what happened a year ago? I really dont like that you think I would do that. Honestly, those things you did to get you in the hospital, and how you acted with the RA were your decisions. I didnt respect those decisions, but I wouldnt be friends with you out of pity for your own consequences ( ... )

reverent_icicle July 11 2005, 07:49:50 UTC

This wasnt jumping to a conclusion, and I didnt mean to offend anyone. This came from me asking SKylar why he was mean to me at orientation, and him saying he was nice to me at school because he felt obligated to, and that now he felt no compulsion to continue that behavior in college. And others have said similar things.

I know Brian doesnt like me. Oh well.

I can understand no time...two words: Three jobs.

460-3564 if you have a free minute. I'd love to hear from you.

You still have Friends charlie32 July 21 2005, 07:37:41 UTC

Stowie still loves U!!!! and I happen to think you are a great person. Also if AP scores are not in by Friday call me. Hang in there girl and let me know if there is anything I can do.