jonny...

[reveriealone]

This is the first time i've been able to write anyhting since jonny died, my brain just seemed to shut down, i failed all my tests at school, i couldn't sleep, i fucked up my register at work, i really just wasn't doing to well. I'm still not ok. I've know him since preschool, since i was three almost my whole life. He was a great guy. He was

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awww...</3

[xxpebbles91xx]

awww kendra...thats sooo sad...r u all better now??? i hope so...i was realli sad that i didnt get to say bye to u after the wedding...we were plannin on goin bac to ur house but i guess that ur mom said that she could get a ride w/ grampie n then my mom just said then me n jess r gonna go to the hotel...n they thought she meant the 1 at pga...but it was realli the 1 on west palm...n so they realized that n we all said bye n when i was hugging ur mom i started to cry...n i just kept cryin n cryin n cryin n then mammy just looked at me n then my mom n ur mom n mammy all went n talked to each other bout me n i just kinda walked away n went outside n looked out n started cryin again...n michael walked out n just kinda looked at me like he wanted to say somethin...n when he was about to i guess he changed his mind cuz i just walked away...it wsa realli sad...n i cried the whole 2 plane rides home (lol)...n i saw bri on my way out too...ur friends r madd nice <3...but w/b...n ill call u laterr...<3 ya sooo much...
<333 jessie

[idrinkwholemilk]

ya i totaly feel for u. i almost had to go to the hospital the day after the funeral for dehydration and puking my guts out. i dunno its not real...

[reveriealone]

i don't want it to be real, i was in church today and i just started crying, i just want to wake up one day pretend it never happned and call him to apoligise to him for not being a good enough friend

awww

[xxpebbles91xx]

awww...