I just got back from an undisclosed location that had a sign on a bedroom door that said "coat room, not sex room"

it had apparently been an issue in the past and probably will be tonight too :-P

this shirt
http://www.threadless.com/product/1211/Liberty#zoom

replaces this one
http://www.threadless.com/product/1650/Farewell_Midgard#zoom

as my new favorite

I have returned from the future and recommend that everyone see the Road and Ninja Assassin, but be sure to read the Road first ( Read more... )

the okinawan landing is so depressing... killing civilians at night by accident... watching them quaver in terror.... ekeopfsopsdfopsdfjadfsfdspf

hmm ( Read more... )

mom talking about how she got me the apples to apples expansion for Thanksgiving party: "was tempted by the bible version" "just kidding"

difficulty being happy without a girlfriend; trying to focus on working out to feel less restless

I will remake my body in a crucible of torment

enough exercise and hopefully I can forget my heart; I don't want to think or feel

I'm having difficulty working out intensely enough to forget how upset I am; I am growing to hate moments of lucidity

Having your heart broken can really shatter your dreams. You give up on looking for belonging. There is something in mechanical self-disciplined asceticism that is more than just a long-term hospice plan for dying. It's not honor, it's not egoism, it's not learning. Perhaps it can best be described as routine. There is comfort in cligning to ( Read more... )

I think I identify with Karellen more than any other literary character. Nothing to do but slog onward learning and growing and training as much as you can every day and hope that the next day will feel less futile. I will absorb everything I can as I look for answers.