So i just came to the realization (after having a dream that explained it all) that yes i am socially awkward. Surprisingly i'm alright with this too. It's actually quite amusing.
my mom said i could go to holmdel! how sweet is that!
At this point, i could really care less if we never speak again. I have had it with you. Seriously, you are making me crazy. I don't want to play this silly little game anymore. I'm done. Whatever, if i really mean that much to you, you'll figure it out.
i went out for coffee with aidan tonight. It was so nice catching up with him. i seriously don't think we've hung out since my junior year. So it was nice